My aunt and I were texting and she told me how it's my cousin Gavin's birthday today. I thought he turned 8 but he's actually 9. The passage of time sometimes blows me away and it's not a good feeling. I remember clearly being at his first birthday party. I remember it was the same day I went to Snowcoming with Brett. I was 16 ( Read more... )

With the exception of slight money issues, I have been feeling a little better every day since my decision to quit. Just a little update about that ( Read more... )

Horoscope: You may be feeling a bit of anxiety today that's coming from all the uncontrollable energy floating around. But this isn't necessarily anything bad; it's just that you aren't comfortable when you can feel that something's out of your control -- and there is too much happening now for you to find peace of mind. You're better off if you ( Read more... )

I really don't like that for the week leading up to my period, I feel off and then while I'm on my period, I feel off. That's almost two weeks of crap out of my month. And don't get me wrong, when I'm in a worse mental place, this time can feel like hell and now it only feels like the gates of hell. But I don't want to have to have scheduled ( Read more... )

My neck and shoulder blade still hurt. I took a couple of Tylenol w/codine last night to help me get to sleep because I was tossing and turning trying to get into a comfortable position. Then I slept in way too long. I never mean to but sleep feels so good, especially when you're drugged ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my first real day of vacation. I did a few productive things like cleaning the bathroom floor, cleaning the rat cage and unloading and reloading the dishwasher. Now, most of these might not sound like some major accomplishment but the point was that I did them readily and quickly and it felt good. I'm not saying my entire break will ( Read more... )

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I had a relatively good day yesterday. I happily volunteered to take Allen to work since that meant he'd be home for every possible minute instead of leaving early to take the bus. We crated Ron, Allen got to work on time & then I stopped off for wind chimes (thanks to an awesome wind chime deal I heard about from D) and my favorite mocha from ( Read more... )